Epiphany time!

Having just watched "Nick Swardson's Pretend Time", Season 2, ep "Flying Stripper", I have realized something. A certain style of long hair can make any guy look hot. To me. I hate to be so shallow. And I know I'm not, upon further reflection. I have known tons of dudes with long hair that I have no desire for. Most of that is personality based. Hair don't make the man. But apparently it don't hurt, either. SMH

If I had sucked my thumb as a kid..

Knowing the way my brains have worked thru the years, I'm sure at first, it would have been second nature. Slowly, I'd grow increasingly more ashamed of it. "Not in front of company!" "Not at the dinner table!" "Take yer thumb outta yer mouth an' SPEAK!"

Not to mention "God sees everything you do, and knows what you're going to do before you do, and could snatch us up at any minute! With Rapture! With Violence and Death! With a Flaming Sword, or a chariot with wheels within wheels!".. You get the drift. Nowhere would be safe to just be myself, happy and content with the world.

So now as an adult, I'd want to be able to reclaim myself in so many ways, and now I'd realize I could do it again without fear of penalty. And feel whole again, comforted and calm.

What if there was a pill to get that feeling back again? Without having to suck my thumb? Would I do it? Would you?